not this time round

AF showed herself this morning, after a few tears I called Toodles at work to tell her. She is still being positive saying that it's probably just spotting and that it doesn't mean anything...god I love her. She has been calling this morning just to check how 'things' are going and if the bleeding has gotten heavier. Oh well I guess theres always next month....there wasn't a lucky 3 for us, maybe lucky 4? Back to focusing just on the wedding....I'm off to go feel sorry for myself and curse about how the world is so unfair!