Monday, March 29, 2010

Still Pregnant

Yes i'm still here and 7 weeks pregnant on Friday. It still doesn't feel real. I have an ultrasound on Thursday to see if it's one or two babies...I really don't feel that excited which is strange. I just don't think it has all sunk in yet, we will have a real live baby for christmas! (heres hoping everything goes ok). We are going camping for easter which sould be interesting as I vomit from the moment I wake up and get up on average 4 times a night to pee. Morning sickness has turned into all day sicknes but I am still so blessed that I can actually complain about pregnancy symptoms. I can't write much, i'm so tired and am struggling to string sentences together. Will post more after I have the ultrasound.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

overwelmed

This is all overwelming, i'm not exactly sure how I feel...of course i'm happy but now I get to rest, I get a break from having hospital visits, injections and blood tests. I get to slow down and just be, it's a strange feeling, all our hard work has finally paid off. We now will get our baby and to be honest I am scared, I never really thought further then 'trying' to get a baby..I never actually thought about this working. I feel bad for the people who have been trying longer than we have and still don't have the family they pray for. Yes I am happy but I also feel strange, guilty and just not myself.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

POSITIVE!

We are pregnant! I caved and took a test yesterday at home and it came up positive....I was in so much shock. I had my blood test today and my progesterone is at 190 when they were expecting around 100. So excited but it hasn't really sunk in yet. Will be going back for another blood test next Friday and an ultrasound in 4 weeks to see if it's one bubba or two. The baby will be due in December so I will be getting the best Christmas and Birthday present ever!