overwelmed

This is all overwelming, i'm not exactly sure how I feel...of course i'm happy but now I get to rest, I get a break from having hospital visits, injections and blood tests. I get to slow down and just be, it's a strange feeling, all our hard work has finally paid off. We now will get our baby and to be honest I am scared, I never really thought further then 'trying' to get a baby..I never actually thought about this working. I feel bad for the people who have been trying longer than we have and still don't have the family they pray for. Yes I am happy but I also feel strange, guilty and just not myself.