Saturday, August 1, 2009
Not this time.
It's been a while since i've been on here, we have known for about two weeks that we weren't pregnant...I just didn't feel like blogging about it. We will be trying in September and if all goes to plan we will find out if we are expecting or not 2 days before my brothers baby is due....I pray to god that it works next time I hate having to look at Toodles face everytime she finds out it hasn't worked, thats what makes me feel worse than anything. The bills are piling up while we are trying to pay for the vials and clinical costs...this is so not fair, and to top it all off Rudd denied the marriage rights amendment bill for gays and lesbians yesterday! What a jerk....i'm over it all, for the past 2 christmases we have said 'next christmas we will have a bubba or be pregnant', I don't want this to be the third christmas we say that...I want something to hope for and be excited about.